It has been a frustrating week so far. I started off in a lot of pain and was actually sick over the weekend which is a new side effect for me, and it left me feeling pretty rubbish to say the least. I was hopeful though that once the chemo round 4 got underway the pain would recede as it has done in the past. Disappointingly, round 4 has had to be postponed as when I went for the routine bloodtests they found my so called magical port had "broken" and so they could not draw blood from it nor can I have chemo injected until it is fixed. I am currently waiting to hear when they can fix the port which will involve another hospital procedure and once I know that then I'll know whn chemo can recommence. In the interim, I have a team of pain specialists working with me to reduce the pain and sickness which I am currently enduring.
This post therefore may not be as perky or as interesting as some of my others but it is serving a very important purpose; it is letting you all know what is going on so you can keep sending positive thoughts in my direction and in turn it allows you to understand why I am not answering the phone or returning messages as faithfully as I normally do. Until I feel better and everything is back on track I will be focussing on me time and taking all the positive energy I can find to turn this little unplanned detour into a scenic diversion. Thank you all for your love, positivity and understanding.
There are two sides to every story and there are at least two ways to look at every problem. I have recently won the bad luck lottery, and have chosen to use the power of positive thinking, and a lot of mental toughness to turn what is quite a blow to my overall life plan, into something brilliant. I'm not sure yet how I am going to do this, but I know that I will. Wish me luck!
About Me

- Queen of Silver Linings
- East Dulwich, London, United Kingdom
- To me the glass is always at least half full. This was not always the case but over the past few years I have started to learn just how brilliant the human mind and body are. In September 2011 at the age of 34 and after 4 months of extensive medical invasion and severe abdominal pain, I was diagnosed with Adenocarcinoma Cervical Cancer. I have too much on my to do list to be thwarted by such a cowardly disease, so I am using positive thinking and all my mental and physical toughness to win, as I really don't like losing. During the long and painful diagnosis phase, many friends said that they didn't know how I could be so calm and strong. To be honest, looking back neither do I, but I am starting this blog to capture my feats of positivity whilst I beat this pesky disease.
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